Hey, I know I haven't been blogging much, but of course I'm fine--just lazy. Besides, all my thoughts seem to be watered-down and not worth telling anyway. I'm feeling especially stupid. My mantra's not helping much. I just have to work more and play less. I have to remind myself that I am no longer a kid, and to make myself forget that I'm an idiotic teenager. I have to act grown-up and responsible. I really do.